The first time I saw your face
I was blown away without a trace
I felt so alone on a busy street
when you passed me by
I felt my feet melt away
Melt away

I pray to God I could meet
Someone like the boy I'd just seen
Someone that could stop me dead
Someone that could spin around in my head all day
In my head all day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

That night I saw him again
It was the first time I touched his hand
He made me feel so warm
We talked all night 'til the dawn came our way
Til the dawn came our way

But the timing was all wrong
When I met the one I should've known
Instead I walked away leaving behind my destiny on that day
My destiny on that day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

But I still see his face
In my mind it's the only place
And we will meet again
And I will touch your hand again on that day
Your hand again on that day

Monday, August 07, 2006

So, you've done it.Again.Why, does it give you some sort of kick? Do you relish being fed with sympathy and attention?

No,no, nobody in the whole wide world is right. Only you , isn't it? Oh yes, you're right alllllll the time. Oh, you're victimized, the whole world is against you! My,oh,my, what a terrible thing.

Just get one thing right, you screwed-up creature. Let me get it into your brain: I didn't backstab you. YOU started all this shit business. Oh,yeah, sure, it may start with little numbers. But then it grew, didn't it? Into one big group.

What my pal told me,it's true. It doesn't affect my life the slightest, because, guess what? I've got real friends. And they're smart enough to know what's truth and what's a big fat lie, you know. You just annoy me,spazzy one. I mean, I wasn't going to blog about this, until I heard it. I mean, who rather goes on and on about how mad she is than rave on about how she's made to wear ginormous blue shoes to school or how cool she happens to think Trent Ford is? A loon. An angry loon. But,whatever. I was just thinking of more,utterly poisonous adjectives to describe you, and the best way to get it ALL right when I realized, I can do better.

Really.And I also realized, I have no time for reckonings. Because I don't go to school everyday to wreck emotional havoc. I go there because I want things. I want a better life and a good job next time. So blabla, sneak some more. You'll just be wasting your breath,your time and your dignity.

i thought the world of you
5:50 PM